May 24, 2004
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SHIT!
I had a huge, huge blog here...poof! DAMN IT!!!!!!!
Yeah, it's two in the friggin morning, folks..just got through PURGING.
I guess it wasn't meant to be posted. Good thing probably.
Hmm..Oh well. ( yeah, if only I could really be feeling that way..)
I have a councling appointment first thing in the morning..so I'll probably be blogging after that.
Have a good morning..( Don't trust Xanga today..
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xoxo
me
Comments (5)
NP.
Yes, isn't it interesting how one comment can have no effect on a person, how it can be so easy to remain neutral while someone cries, but yet another blog comment can change that neutrality real fuckin fast? Hmmm....pretentious moral stances fall so quickly do they not?Wouldn't it be nice if people were just REAL.
That when they were angry they simply said "oh I'm angry" and then went off to connect with Source and resolve it....
but the little ants on the ant farm have to have a queen. Did you know that? If the queen dies, the ants all stop and have no idea what to do. They just all stop! Weird huh?
Bout time we all gave ourselves permission to be HUMAN! To have human emotions. And also, to not take what others think so personally...because let's face it, if someone came up to me and said "you're black!" I wouldn't get upset...because I know as sure as hell I am as white as a ghost. If , however, they came up and said "you are an instigator" I might say, hmm...and have an emotion attached to that, because, well, I am. Whether I prefer to think of myself as a "good" instigator or a "bad" instigator means jack. Labels are, as you enjoy saying, all perspective. We are all mirrors for each other, and some people don't read my blog because they are not a vibrational match to any of what I say. You're a match, so you read it. You're a close match, because you find emotion when you read it. That's a key indicator, emotions. Emotions let us know we hit a hot spot within ourselves and they don't need to be trained to be quiet, they need to be LISTENED TO and accepted, and then released. Forgiven.
Do I sound like a holy-moly new age wanna be? HEeheeE hee hEE heehE mYah hahahahah! BOO! Run away run away, myah hahahahahah
Love Ya
(try to) Be Zen, yo
Wendy
i was here
to read and leave ya a smile
have a better day ok...
t
I hate when that sort of thing happens... its really annoying. Ah well as you say perhaps it was better not said, who knows. I hope your counseling goes well today. I know it can help alot to get things out there to someone who is just... open and impartial. I'll check in later.
*hugs
*muah*
((Jen))
I always type everything in Word first (or another trick is that I do CTRL-A then CTRL-C before I hit the submit button. That way I have a copy stored in memory and if it wastes it, I can just repaste the whole shebang.)
Take care of you sunny.
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