November 11, 2007

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    Long weekend around these parts.  I should post a real update, but it's a lot of blah blah blah.

     

    However.  I've come to this startling conclusion lately.  I've been a pretty crappy friend to a lot of people over the last year or so.  maybe longer, and I just can't admit it.  (Autumn, you too).  The thing is...I've been so involved in my own life, and so unwilling to commit to anyone elses life.  And it's shitty.  So my goal now..is to be a better friend to those that love me.  And to appreciate those friends, and to set boundries with them, so that if I feel like I need space, or time, or don't want to watch their kids, or any of the other things that make me shut down...I'll be able to communicate that with them, instead of just being a jerk.  It's a goal.  And I think it's important.

    Um....that's all. 

     

    Oh..I didn't make it to the Bent class on Thursday, because traffic was out of control!  So next week, I'll try a different route, and leave a little earlier.  :)   And I went to their Mentor Showcase on Friday.  And it was freaking amazing.  I want to be that when I grow up.  To stand in front of a ton of people, and speak my truth as my whole body trembles.  Fucking amazing.

     

    Hope all is well with you and yours...and Trin...Tuesday?? 

     

    xoxoxo

    Jen

     

    p.s.  Lesbian drama is awkward.  ugh.

Comments (1)

  • Thanks! No one ever comments my poetry, so most of it's protected.  

    Wow... it's unbelievable how I can relate to what you're writing. I mean, I hope you don't mind some creepy girl reading your xanga... but really. It's eerie, almost.

    Lesbian drama is awkward, saying the least. I'm guessing, like me, you've had more than your fair share. Girls are just... too damn difficult.

    Have a nice day.

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