November 6, 2007

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  I'm so excited for Thursday, my heart jumps every time I think about it.  Why?  Because I am starting a writing class at Bent.  It's a queer writing group.  And after talking about it for months and months, I'm actually doing it.  It starts Thursday.  And I'm so freaking excited!  www.bentwriting.com (i think).  I was invited to go to a drag king show afterwards, but I'm going to just come home--Rachel will be getting her stuff while I'm gone, and hanging out with the kids, and so I don't want to be out too late.

  So, I officially hurt someones feelings.  I feel really bad.  I do.  But I don't get girls.  Maybe i just...yeah.  I'm not ready to date, just meet new friends and have fun.  And said girl is ready to date...and I just met her...and I think I got a paniced look, and ran in the opposite direction.  I'm a jerk.  But i just can't yet.  I'm not even at the rebound stage yet.  I still miss her so much...blah blah blah (see every sad post below).

  I got my review yesterday, which was a REALLY good review..suprisingly good for all the slacking that's been going on.  It made my day.  Yesterday was one of those days that just 'felt' good.  I can't explain it.  But i'm glad.

  I had a dream last night, the kind you wake up from and feel so sad.... We were on a hill at Volunteer Park (In Seattle) and were wrapped in a blanket, and she had her face buried in my neck...and I was watching the sky.  And I woke up aching.  A lot. 

  So NOW, i'm going to finish cleaning the house, and try to get stuff organized.  I love days off, as long as I'm busy.  So I'll make myself busy.

   

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