October 9, 2007
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well.....
Crap.
I was just reminded that my mom reads this...(which is GREAT!) except i forgot, so I left a stupid post about giving up. You know...life just gets to be a lot sometimes...and when I say giving up, maybe I just mean for the day. Or even for a few days, just to store energy up again, and feel like I am grounded somewhere again. I don't know if that makes sense....but yeah.
So she called all concerned, and now I feel like a jerk. So I'll remember that, and give detail...(i know, i know!). And I'll also start writing more on here, and giving real updates...even if only just for her. When I get stressed, I go away. I'll try not to go completely away anymore.
Try, being the key word there....
Okay, that's it for now. I'm going to go clean the kitchen. Because you all know how much I *love* that. Ugh.
xoxo
Comments (1)
only just saw both today. I am glad you wrote this or I would have been extremely worried as well.
I understand you need to close down for a bit and reground yourself when stressed but at the same time. Glad you still did write this. You are loved by many here including by myself and while we live far away have such a limited way to reach you.
So knowing how you are is important.
I do not know what is going on or if it is not any one thing but a sense of all overwhelming. But sends you alot of love and happy thoughts.
Take what time you need. I and others will be here waiting to give you more love and a listening ear any and all times you need it.
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