October 5, 2007

  • Alive

    And pretty stressed, hence the MIA on here.  When I get stressed out, I tend to implode a little, and only talk to those people who are in my everyday life...mostly.

    Things are ok..just working insanely, and dealing with 'inside' issues, like trust, truth, love, and acceptance..

    You know, those things that tend to lead to insecurity, and general whiney-ness.

    Rachel, I'm sure loves it.

     

    But i'm trying to get out of it, and just focus on the positive.  I hate it when I act like my father, and worry about everything.  I swear...I was always afraid I would marry him.  I never knew I would become him.  Ugh.

     

    Love love love.  I'll be back as soon as I can.  I miss everyone..and I read, I just am ....quiet.

     

    xo.
    j

Comments (3)

  • first i want to send lots of hugs and love.
    next yes I can completely understand how that feels. I can be that way too. When a lot is happening which it is right now but that is another story *grins* I need to step back and tend to go to someone I am extremely close to, to help sort my brain out letting me vent and re sort my brain out.
    Most times it works other times it does not and when it does not , I do at times need a time out from a lot of things to sort it out over time.
    Please take all the time you need, just happy to see a post but now that I know a little of what is going on. Feel a bit better, but also hope things settle and resort themselves for you to find peace and joy in the every day things , that may be effected by these worries of right now.

  • [random person talking to you...]

    Sometimes being quiet is a good thing to be/do for one's self.  I do that myself and usually think of it in a way that is synonymous with the tides - because as women, our moods are often similar to the same influence.  So it is ebb and flow with us, and 'quiet' is 'ebb' ... enjoy.  :>

  • Hang in there. Saw you came by my site.
    *sparkle

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