September 12, 2007
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fear
I'm having one of those days...where i'm afraid.
Of everything, everyone. One of those days where the world sits on my shoulders, and that expansive, overwhelming feeling of life threatens to consume me.
I know that tomorrow will be better. And i know I'll feel this way again. Cycles, stages, ebb and flow. But right now...I'm simply afraid..
and I just want to be held, have my hair played with, and hear whispered reassurances against my temple.
But instead...I'll do laundry, and clean...because the world doesn't stop, just because i wish it would. Even for just a little while.
Comments (9)
Oh boy, do I know hI wish I could give you a hug and make you feel better. Sending love, light, hugs and kisses your way1
oh lovey i've been there....
if you need me call
...sometimes the world needs to stop.. should stop... there needs to be time for reassurance, for holding, for whispering...make time... walk into the arms of the someone you love, and tell them i need you to hold me... chances are their arms are wide open and waiting for you to enter in..... ((( Lavendar)))
sometimes, you have to wait until i get off of work.
i know, i know...*smiles* and you're awesome at the holding and the reassuring, too. And your kissing isn't so bad either.
Thanks everyone. Bad days blow. Especially when they're emotional bad days.
Hope your day has gotten brighter and that you can feel the embraces of all of your friends here on Xanga.
*sparkle
Is it getting better?
g.
worried about you and hoping you are feeling better
sending you lots of love and hugs
nothing yet
hopes this is a sign of lots of fun and happiness not stress
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