July 27, 2007

  • *sigh*

    I feel like I'm on the outside, looking in.

    And I want to be in.  I want there to be space, like the kind where we can be ourselves.

    But I want to be in.  In that way where I'm trusted enough to confide in. To be there.  To accept unconditionally.

    To love no matter what. 

    I want to be that special.  That worthy, I guess.

    And I don't think I am.

    And I wish I knew why.